Fun says, "Learning to love..."

Though it was decreed that we were never meant to be,
Yet, there seem to be so numerous,
The coincidences that continuously giving me hope,
Hope to somehow win your heart.

Is this a torture?
For giving me hope, yet unable to get it?
No, it isn't.

It is a test. A training.
To teach me how to love.
To love HaShem like my lover.
And to love all the people around me.
To love not only the girl I'm totally infatuated with.

For I have learned,
Thus I will still love as I have loved,
But I will love more,
Not only you, but HaShem and all His creation as well.